knitting badly

I learned so I knew I could, but I don't knit generally... hate it... boring, slow, tedious... buuuut being a textile artist I have lots and lots of fancy yarns and threads that I use for other things. Decided to make texture today so aimed to knit very very badly with holes and wobbly lines and sideways upside down knitting... anything goes except neat and tidy :) Now I think I like this not-knitting!!!