saying cheese

Eve playing seesaw with Daddy, clearly a joyful experience!

A strange day for me when at times I felt paralysed with grief - life is about to change once again and Mum isn't here to share it with. How can I choose a name for a baby without knowing what my Mum thinks of it? At the moment, I can't. When I was having Eve, I ran every last twinge and detail past Mum but knowing that she won't even hold this baby is breaking my heart. I miss her so much.