I Wonder What She's Thinking

so im free now, but have no idea what to do. handed in all my job applications so now its just a waiting game. should be hearing about this internship im supposed to be starting in a week soon, if not will be getting slightly worried as it is the only thing i had planned!
so hot again today - the house is a sauna.
im at a bit of a crossroads and im finding it very hard which path to choose. should i go back to something i had before that will be very different now but is very close to me, or start again walking on a new path? hmmm!