being home, all i want to do is take photos.
at school, all i want to do is work on music.

"is it weird?

i want you here. i want you in my bed or on my couch. i want to watch horror movies with you and dissect the cinematic elements of each. i want to hear about your town, about your dad. we could play checkers on my carpet. listen to tchaikovsky and gershwin. you could rant about the game or the lsat.

i do not want touch or pleasure or comfort. i want knowing and laughter and nearness."