Function - Escape

General function - reaction is escape, run, go where I don't know where I'm heading. Jump on a bus pointlessly. Escape. These thoughts completely clash with the other half of me, the happy, social, organised etc. Just slightly confused. But what I do know is I'm not running anywhere. Anticipating tomorrow but in a good way :-) control that's a word that pops into my head. Anyway rambling nonsense haha