happier.

a gift from my mother,
who's been noticing that i've been acting different lately.
"apparently it's a really popular course in harvard.
maybe this will help you regain yourself."

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february has been a depressing month for me thus far.
there recently has been a break-up,
and i took it harder than i thought i would.
family problems are rising up again,
and i'm lashing out against my dad now instead of just my sister.
that last-minute studying actually DID end up hurting me.
...yeah.

emotions are everywhere, mind is everywhere.
i need to start picking myself back up before it's too late.