St Andrew's

I was only going out to the shop for some milk but I continued down the road to the church, wishing I'd brought some flowers with me. I hadn't expected to be going here....

.... but it's three months today since mum died. Sometimes I can't make up my mind whether it's been an eternity or if it was just a dream and I will see her again tomorrow.

Tears finally came today as I crouched beside her grave, fondling the dead foliage on the wreath, wishing I had brought the flowers.