Today, I thought I might just have the energy to make everything "right." I am still waiting to see if that happens. I would like to get so many things organized... I think this stems from my need to control things that I cannot control.

Anyway, I am just not sure if I can get everything the way I want it to be. Also July 31st (the day Stewart goes home) is looming in the background of everything currently.

I need to take a page from Rufus' book....