All apologies

No photos taken today until I remembered that I needed to do my blip.
Last minute selfie it is then.
My hair is too long...cut tomorrow.  Nearly a year since I went from shoulder length to short on a whim.  Certainly in my current state, short is better and easier to deal with.
It's been a strange day.  Missing lots of people.  Family who I haven't seen for absolutely yonks, but will be rectifying that soon.  Friends who I haven't seen in days, weeks, months and years.  People in my life who have their own crap to deal with and who I would normally be right there supporting them, but I'm not.
I want my life back, even if it is somewhat compromised by pain.