Tis the season.......

I know it's a little too early for most (and far too early for some) but for me today was just right.
Christmas is a mixture of happy and sad for me. I've had amazing ones and very sad ones, and each year I take it as I find it.
Last year was not good and there wasn't even a tree until a few days before and that was at a force too.
This year I have been mentally determined to make the most of it and embrace it so I've gone all out and stated already.
Despite all that and my determination, there were a few tears today along the way....
Still, onwards and upwards.