Oh balls!

Exhausted. L was up between 12:30 and 3:30am so we knew today was always going to be hard before it had even started.

Work this morning then Mum had L while I went to the hospital to see the gynaecologist that I have been waiting to see for around 7 months... hmmmmm, not an easy appointment and I now have an awful lot to process and decide upon. Without going into detail, I'm a bit shell-shocked.