burns night

i had my haggis on friday at work tho :-( this is the decor in the canteen at work (slightly out of focus, sorry, in a hurry), very festive. the company is about to cut in half the hours it opens, so in a while there'll be no more dinners in the canteen when i can't be arsed to cook - tho the food isn't great, it's generally edible and far better than fresh air. oh well.

in other news, i found a new-and-already-lapsed blipper in the office! G, if you're reading - *waves hello*! come back to us, even now and again...

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i thought today that something nice would maybe happen - i obviously got as far as hoping for it, because it failed to materialise, which always happens when i hope for things with himself. he was kinda snarky, too, which, tho i get why, made me feel even more crap than i already do. gods, why can't he even *try* to understand? how the hell did we get here, which is so crap, from there, which was so good?