Park Life

The third appearance of my favourite bench in Wiesbaden.

There's a lovely German word to describe when you constantly run over events in your head, and you remember how certain things felt, it's "das Kopfkino" which translated 1:1 is "the head cinema".  It feels like mine is running 24 hours a day at the moment.  And it's not Disney I'm watching.

I've been quite anxious for most of today.  But I've seen my GP, got a repeat dose of 2 lots of tablets and have been signed off work until the end of October.  That last bit surprised me a lot but it makes sense.

Who would it help if I went back next week and had a panic attack on the very first day?  Or sat there shaking and stammering for a day?  (And my stammering is getting worse.)

But.  I have cooked dinner and I would say I'm enjyoing the company of our 2 therapy cats, but they've both offgebuggered to spend the afternoon with G.  Can't blame them - it's a much calmer place to be.