When all you want to say is.....DUCK

Today has been tough.

Blood test results at clinic were not good today, they were considering doing tests on me.  The hospital has rung me this afternoon and are adjusting my medication.  I've got to go back on Friday now to see what the results show.  Everything is crossed.

There have been many tears today.  I've done all that was asked of me, drinking/diet etc, and I'm actually feeling really good.  It's back on the rollercoaster of emotions.

By the way, the word I wanted to say was not the one in the title.