better

I'm sorry I was cranky yesterday. 

I've been afraid about whether or not I would be able to perform the new job and, after the British election, became even more afraid about our upcoming US election.

By the end of today I felt much better about what I bring to the company. I learned that someone who has been there for ages has trouble with the software systems. I felt that I contributed valuable and valued insights. I learned that I got the job largely because I persuasively communicated that I really wanted to work with them. I was praised for the energy I bring. 

And it stopped raining.