Journal.

Life at the moment is hectic.

Covid-19 is all people talk about. My cat was hit by a car and killed on the 10th of April and this is the first time I’ve felt able to write it down.

My other cat is dying too, mouth cancer. He’s old and it’s horrible. I was supposed to be in France in April it was cancelled. My uncle died of Coronavirus. I feel like I’m losing so much in such little time, Important things are being missed out on, important people being missed so sorely.

The thing is there is nothing to look forward to that is guaranteed, so I’ve stopped looking forward. I’m just walking in tired circles, staring at my feet.