The closest I will get

To the full moon at perigee for this year. The weather has conspired to ensure that I will not see the full moon.

I think I have realised today that my life might not end up being pain free, but that I can now at least manage the situation. Have been good today. Exercise and healthy food. Means I am allowed a glass of wine tonight as I have 400 spare calories to use!

Silver linings!