I will not hurt like this forever, I’m responding

Today was better. 

Only one leakage, when the Vet emailed to give me their condolences, and didn't actually send me the bill.   That came later. 

The three of us pottered around the allotment for 2 hours, picking berries (see extra ), planting more peas, digging up potatoes, planting more flowers.    I was exhausted. 

Look at this shot.  It was almost symbolic.  

Si opened the Compost Bin and shouted me over.   

These were the onions which had gone to seed.  They've been sitting in the dark for over 2 weeks, and yet, still manage to create something light, and bright in the darkness.   

It was a message.  From Dark, comes light. 

Then we came home and had a cup of coffee and the three of us sat, without tears, and discussed all the funny things Bean Did.

We did a bit of pulling stalks off berries and getting them frozen.  I cut back some flowers and pulled 4 bird feeders out of the bed where they were hidden beneath the said flowers. 

Then we showered, and went for shopping. 

Then home.  I took 30 minutes to lay outside in the sunshine, and nap. 

Now - feet up.  Rod the Mod on Glasto.