Buddleia Shadows at the RUH

Spent the whole day at the hospital trying to get answers. This evening I've checked in for tomorrow's flight and thrown enough clothes for a month into a case for five days. Tomorrow morning we shall return to the hospital. If the doctor says things are stable for the rest of the week my brother will drive me up to Heathrow. If the doc says the opposite then I shall cancel. Have never been so stressed or unprepared for a holiday in my life...