3886. Underwater scene….

I am trying to stay calm by drawing on my iPad.  I did one of the Freya Arts Procreate course lessons today and this was my result.

I am deeply frustrated with what’s going on here in Luton and not having family or friends near is causing me a lot of anxiety.  Basically I am currently being refused an appointment for an MRI because I don’t have an NHS England number.  Well actually I do but since I left England in 1990, the numbers were changed to new 10 digit numbers in 1996 and I don’t have one of these, so I can’t go on their system and they’re trying to argue that I’m an overseas patient….I live in the UK, I have a UK passport, I was born here….what the hell is going on?  I do, however have an NHS Scotland CHI number…..but they can’t use that…I don’t know who to turn to but I’m going to phone my GP to see if they can help.  I could have had my MRI this afternoon but now I have no idea when they will decide I’m actually a British citizen.  I’m anxious, I’m getting further chest pains and some admin person is sitting in an office pushing this issue around….what the hell happened to common sense?