Missing you so much...

I love Blip and it is my online diary - not sure if anyone reads it but I love being able to write my thoughts and details of my day.

I often flip back and see what I was doing this time last year, or a few years ago and three years ago I wrote this:

Ten years
No.1 sent me a picture (which had also popped up on my FB time hop). Graduation day. The last ten years have seen her grow and mature, find a really good, well paid job (albeit one that she is not totally in love with), get engaged and buy her first home. I wonder what the next ten years will bring? Marriage (next year) maybe new house, babies, promotions - who knows? I just hope and pray she stays safe and well and happy. 

In some ways I am pleased that we didn't have a crystal ball to see what would be coming along .........unfortunately she did not get to have the 'next ten years' cruelly life cut short three years later.  Missing my lovely girl every day - thinking of her every day in so many ways and in so many memories.

Funny how people have stopped asking or messaging much or remembering her much and sometimes change the subject when I recall a memory or special moment.  I will never forget her.


Interesting as No.2 is coming this weekend for a wedding and will stay - but not keen to stay in Aimee's room.   I do get it as it was the room that she passed away in - I wonder when we will change it and put her things away?  Trying not to feel sad today.