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By erincamilleee

Addiction Game

More, you need more More MORE.

You suck the nicotine stained into your first two fingers and you crave more.

Living your life, but not quite feeling the satisfaction you crave daily.

It drives you insane, the cigarettes have lost all affect on you. That headrush lasted only two weeks, what a joke.

You move on to spliff. Careful to get every last leaf and grain, smelling the finished product with a smile. This is it, this will finally console your aching heart.

Alas, after a month your heart rate no longer speeds up like the last time, the smell no longer lingers in your nose hours later, it's not enough.

Looking for more, you turn to that crack pipe.

Oh dear god, that first time? That first time that pipe hits your lips, your veins light up and your movements turn into dance moves. You're all of a sudden poetic and you're finally thinking. You get the more you always craved.

You tell your friends. They tell you, "Oh my dearest friend, if you think that is good, try this."

They hand you a tablet, they say to put it on your tongue and in the blink of an eye, oh you'll be King of the World. You don't believe them, what could this possibly be? Psh, one tablet the size of a dime? You've smoked joints practically the size of toilet paper rolls. You tell them, "Give me TWO."

They laugh and say no, but you steal a second when their backs are turned. You just want to be satisfied, they'll understand.

So, you put those tablets on your tongue, close your eyes, and wait to feel fulfilled.

And you keep on waiting.

And you'll wait for eternity.

Because it's never enough.

Never.

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