Pictorial blethers

By blethers

In another garden, on Maundy Thursday


Is it here, God, in this garden
where the light wind stirs the leaves
silvered in the hard blue moonlight
- is it here that we must struggle 
in the dialogue of self with self?
But the words are hardly spoken
when the vast and swelling ache 
 - a kind of joy, but of such sharpness
that I gasp, and words are stilled - 
of the God so close within me
grows and self is marginalised,
pushed towards the edge of being
so that all I know is Him. 
In this sudden fiery knowledge
friends who cannot understand
seem ephemeral and tiny – 
Pray, I tell them, watch and pray, 
as it comes upon me fiercely
that the end is here, this night,
that the God I carry in me
brooks no shrinking from this goal.
Now my soft palms spread in pleading
look so gentle, feel so dear
and this vulnerable body
breathes and weeps in dread of pain, 
till the world turns and the strangers 
bring this night watch to its close
and the brother’s kiss of greeting
a last gentle touch of love.

©C.M.M. 04/07

The photo is of the giant redwood avenue in Benmore Gardens this afternoon. I went from there to the Maundy Thursday liturgy and remembered that different garden, and what happened there.

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