This picture doesn't reflect the day but I need to change this day into something positive for my own sanity. Doing the right thing has never been so tough. We did the right thing. I never want to repeat this weekend but I know that I would do it again in a heartbeat if one of my friends needed my help. That's just how we roll.

I thought maybe I'd write about it but it's just too awful to repeat and read again in the future. I don't need that sort of reminder. I won't ever forget. I can make an attempt to move on in a positive way knowing that we did the best we could for our friend.

It was Monty's anniversary today too... four years and I still long to bury my face in his fur. Missed often. x

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