How I feel today

Since I've been shut in because of the smoke, I've felt as if I'm in a sort of limbo.  The silence, the dimness, not being able to open windows - I'm finding it hard to feel like myself.  Although I know that compared to others we here in Seattle have nothing to complain of -  right now the Air Quality Index in Portland is 511, beyond hazardous and off the chart - I'm ready for it to be over.  Hoping for rain over all of California, Oregon and Washington.  And that we find a way to prevent this from happening again.